This is so true, and more guys should follow it

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it


- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's okay, don't believe it, talk with her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

- Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

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*sigh* i wish i had a boyfriend like that... i wish i had a boyfriend in general.... i'm sad now... 'cause no one would probably ever love me in such a way......

Christmas vacation: almost here (YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I want out of that damn institution where they shrink our brains and kill us all.)

Whee... i have semester tests the next two days... i get a party in band though... WITH DDR! ^W^ and Oreos... yey for oreos

I think... there's a guy that likes me. Good things about him: 1. He's nice. 2. He's hot. 3. He's a football player, and alot of the football players date girls NOT like me, so it would be nice for a football player to like me that would mean something to me!!! ...but a long distance relationship with any guy who was nice and such and actually listened would be nice too..... *sigh* but i'll probably never get any relationship like that.....

....Whee......

....... i just posted a picture.... it happens to be my favorite picture... and it only has 7 views... no comments... nothin....

...If anyone hates me, please tell my why... I don't like not knowing why no one's paying me any mind... ...and now the rest of my day will be ruined because of you damned people out there who just happen to be quite cruel as to do this to people.....

Message for Drift: Oh, and Drift... damn it, your killing me. *twitch*

.... BE KIND DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG! I'M SO HAPPY! Today, i got in my I Heard A Voice DVD! ^W^ it is sooooooo amazing! AFI (A Fire Inside) is soooooo awesome, and Davey was sooooo hot back then =w= the songs on the DVD are:

Prelude 12/21
Girl's Not Grey
The Leaving Song Pt. II
Summer Shudder
Kill Caustic
The Days of the Phoenix
Endlessly, She Said
A Single Second
The Missing Frame
Bleed Black
Silver and Cold
Dancing Through Sunday
This Time Imperfect
Death of Seasons
Totalimmortal
Love Like Winter
God Called In Sick Today
Miss Murder

I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^W^

Today... was the worst day ever....

Most teens say that they hate their parents, or say that they wish they would die, but you don't know how much you love them until they're taken away from you.

Thursday, my mom was put in the hospital for a blood infection. She has cancer, which made it worse.

Today, we found out that the doctor has to take her off of chemo, because they've tried everything they could.

Today, we found out that my mom has about 6 months to a year to live.

..... WHY IS MY LIFE SO CRAPPY!!! TT_TT FIRST I LOSE MY GRANDMOTHER TO CANCER, AND NEXT I'M GOING TO LOSE MY MOM!!!!!!!!!! ... her goal was to live long enough to see me graduate.... and by the way it's going, she's barely going to see me become a sophmore.... or turn 16.... I'm not ready to lose my mother, and my dad's not ready to be alone, and be a single parent...

....why.....why does life have to do this to me?

I know I haven't been on in forever, but who fuckin' cares, 'cause I know I don't

High School is evil, but i gueeeeess i'm enjoying it... slightly. Geometry is insane, and we rarely DON'T get homework. I was able to switch out of Pre-AP Lit, so no summer homework, and i get to have fun in class too! I've had to cheat multiple times in Civics and Physical Sci though, because the tests can be insanely hard.

Band is something I've been looking forward to, and I LOVE it. Our colorguard, while not the best, is AMAZING. But just like last year, there's one girl that everyone despises. I'm also kinda one of the co-captains, even though i'm only a freshmen. The captain is a junior, and the other co-captain is a sophomore. We have 6 people, but only 3 of us were in it last year. The other three are sophomores, 8th, and 7th graders (lol). We have one other majorette, other than Kitty Cat, the captain. I go by Zyole (kinda like Jole (french)). The other co-captain goes by Suz and Suzzy Q, and the other 3 go by Lrrr, MiKay, and Raz (the one we despise).

Aaaaaaand, to wrap it all up, i have two more things to say:

I got my licence, even though I was only 14 when I got it (I passed the driving test first try! It's only a learner's licence, but that's good enough for me to call it a licence).

And last Monday was my b-day! I turned 15!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 ^W^ I'm happy, only 1 more year till i'm 16, and only 3 more years till i get my car, since me and my mom made an agreement that I don't get my car till i'm 18 so that there's more time to save, so that I don't get a piece of crap like my half-brother did.

Oh, and.... if you're not happy about my long disappearance, then Va la mad (Kiss my ass in french... but i can't spell it, so bare with me!)!